Fantastic Friends

i have some truly awesome friends.  GP sent me a package for my birthday.  It had four groovy books about India in it, that i can’t wait to read.  It also had a shit load of great music that i’ve been playing to death and driving J straight up the wall with.  Yay!  Thank you GP!!!

Today a package arrived from Lady Calliah.  A cute Teeshirt that i adore.  Thanks so much  sweetie.

In addition to these two truly fantastic friends, my new boss over at bdsm-greetings starla and i have become very tight and i’m truly grateful for her as well.  my job as a designer means the world to me.  i get to make money doing something that i love.  One of my cards is even being featured along with some others in a publication due out in Feb.  i’ll write more about it when i know more.

Tax time approaches and the end of a lot of our financial woes.  We really screwed ourselves this year.  i’ll be so glad for it to be over.  A period of no financial stress.  Yeah, i can get into that.

Oh what the fuck.  i’m sick and tired of feeling like i’m loosing my goddamn mind.  Sick of it.  Sick to fucking death.  i’ve been feeling like i’m falling into a million pieces lately and i can’t seem to pull it together.  i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me.  But, i don’t like it.

i didn’t get a birthday spanking.  i’m not getting a lot of spankings lately period.  i do get fucked fairly regular,but D/s is missing.  And, i’m missing it.  i’m not going to complain to J though.  i feel like all i do is complain.  So i’m just going to keep my yap shut, and hope for the best.

Fuck a duck.  i’m in a fucked up mood.  i’m gonna hit the tequilla bottle and cry into the bowl.  It don’t help, but it does make me forget for a while.

What the FUCK is wrong with me?!?

New Years

i *wish* i was writing about a hot scene, however i haven’t had one in forever.  Mostly because Brad has been here constantly and J has been obsessed with the xbox game Midnight Club.  Seriously that game needs to die.  It is interferring with my sex life.

Here it is New Year’s Day again.  i’m feeling energized, if slightly hung over.  i’m excited about the possibilities 2007 may hold.  i hope to start a business.  i’ll tell you all about that a little later.

This year i’m going to get under the 200 lb mark with my diet.  All in all, i’ve steadily taken weight off for the past two years.  i know that my loss has been slow, but in the end i know i will keep it off.  YAY! Onederland here i come.

i don’t have any real resolutions.  Just continue working on the goals that i set for myself last year and that i’ve made huge strides in.  Maybe to find a way to get laid more often, or to blog more often.

Have fun folks and i’ll see you here when i talk J into beating my ass again.