Now J is sick. So he missed another day of work. So we’ll be fucked for money. Again. Dammit. We just can’t win.
The fantabulous Lady C sent us a gift, a really wonderful extravagant gift that really pulled our butts out of the fire last week. Without that gift i don’t know what we would have done. She is the greatest friend a girl could have and i appreciate her from the bottom of my heart.
The thing is… i haven’t even been able to afford to send a thank you card. i feel like an asshole. i did something, but it hasn’t worked yet. i’m waiting on it to work. Bottomline… money is driving me nuts, and its going to continue to be a problem due to J being ill.
i see my shrink and my med doc on Friday. i’m afraid they will stick me back in the looney bin because there has been no improvement and in fact i have gotten worse. Dammit. Fuck it all, i’m going to Vanessa’s and get passed the bong.
Always His angel 