i am STILL nutty. For the love of fuck. Hasn’t this gone on long enough? Yes, it has. Enough already. i call shenanigans on this. Enough of the fruitiness. i am however getting fucked and beaten with great regularity. If that’s the trade off i guess i’ll put up with being nuts. However, it’d be so much nicer to get fucked and beaten and be half way sane to boot.
Just for a little while.
i’ve had no luck finding a woman. Its driving me nuts. i can’t even find one to play with. Much less any sort of serious connection. *sigh* And, i am talented too, dammit. Wasted.


