i’ve felt out of control lately and so yesterday i crawled into J’s lap and asked for a spanking. He sent me to the bedroom and had me pull down my pants and pull up my shirt and bra. He gave me one extremely hard lick with the paddle that took my breath and then switched to the leather flogger. It was long and it was hard and i was in tears by the time he was done. Then he held me and told me i was his good girl.
i feel much more centered. Sometimes i just feel out of control and i need that… reset, for clarity. i think i need it often right now. It gives me something to hold on to.
Always His angel 
March 1, 2007 at 4:50 pm
I’m glad you remembered to ask for what you needed.
March 1, 2007 at 4:51 pm
see what happens when you type w/1 hand? lol
March 1, 2007 at 5:57 pm
I’ve so been there. I’m glad you got what you needed.
March 2, 2007 at 8:41 pm
Sometimes letting it all turn into physical sensation makes dealling with everything else soooo much better! Glad you were able to get what you needed 🙂