Geez. i can’t catch a break. J doesn’t seem to get it. i want him. i need him. And, he backs off. i don’t know why. i don’t know if he is having his own issue (if that’s the case i wish he’d discuss it with me) or if he thinks he’s gonna break me or what.
i’m lonely. i have great friends. But, friends only carry you so far. i miss J.


