So i’ve started my period. i’m worried it will shatter the intimacy that J and i have enjoyed lately. We’ve been having sex almost every day, he’s been randomly smacking my butt, telling me he wants me all the time. Its been nice. But, now we can’t have sex. Well, unless he wants anal. i’m afraid our intimacy will dry up and blow away. Not the sex so much, but the intimacy. And, i want that, desperately. i need that.
This thing between us is fragile sometimes. We break it and then we have to fix it and fixing it is a pain in the ass. i know relationships are supposed to be work and none are easy, but i hate when its broken. It feels like my heart is broken. i don’t want to be heart broken right now. i want to continue to bask in the goodness.
Go away rag.
Always His angel 