The Big Secret

Soo the big secret that’s been keeping my blog posts so short.  There is a whole aspect of my life that i’m not writing about.  That’s LK.  She’s been coming in regularly and we have a thing going on with her.  If we have our way it will lead to a poly relationship.  We’ve discussed it with her and with each other.

She is waffling.  She doesn’t know what she wants.  And, we are giving her time to make up her mind.  Its hard.  i’m already half in love with her and J is on his way.  Expect to hear more about this.

Rush

i got laid.  Cropped, and extremely rough sex.  i’d give details but i’m in a rush.  i’ll try again tomorrow.

Update

A big no go on going to LK’s, its against the rules of my bond. Bummer.
Brad threw a massive fit today and i could have cried myself. i don’t know what was wrong with him. And, he’s into peeing everywhere lately. Some days its hard, really hard. Yes, i want some cheese with my whine.
J and i are getting along good. Things are as okay as possible under the circumstances. The next time i get laid i’ll write about it here.

Another Super Short Post

We had a busy day today getting things straight with my lawyer. i have a lawyer. J fixed LK’s taillight. i may go to LK’s house tomorrow.

More Ugh

LK is in. i’m still majorly freaking out. i’m living on valium. i’ll be back with a real post soon.

Ugh

Shockingly enough, its not getting easier.  It gets worse.  i keep thinking of new ways to horrify myself.  i’m sorry.  i can’t say anything better.  i just can’t.

Little Girl Your Going To Jail

So, the big news. i did something dumb. i went and got a duplicate of my city sticker by lying and stuck it on my car. That was wrong and i shouldn’t have done it. Turns out it was real wrong. As in felony wrong. i got arrested and i was charged with a felony and a misdemeanor. i’m scared. i’ll talk more about it when it doesn’t make me feel like puking.

In other news i was nominated for two blogger’s choice awards.
As of now i’m on page 34 23.

As of now i’m on page 7 5.

i’m sorry this is so short… and not very informative. i just feel sick.

Living

i am alive.  There is a lot of shit going on over here.  But, i don’t have time to talk about it right now.  i’ll tell about it tomorrow.  For now i’m alive and so is my family.

Interview by kitty…

i have been interviewed by kitty.

You are going to a dinner party and have to sit next to someone you do not know. You must talk to this person. To start the conversation you have to give a brief explanation of yourself. What do you say?

Hi there. i’m angel. i’m married to J and i have two kids. i’m a stay at home mom. i make ecards for a living.

(i know lame. i don’t make small talk well.)

If you could relive one moment of your life what would it be and what changes would you make, if any?

i would tell Jackson to go fuck himself when he approached me.

If heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say as you arrive at the pearly gates?

Your mama is waiting for you, J will be here eventually, and so will your other loved ones.

If you could have any other job in the whole wide world (other than what you do now) what would it be?

i would like to help other women who’ve been victims of abuse. i couldn’t handle doing counseling but i’d like to work in a shelter or something doing administrative work.

If you could spend a day with any one person (living or dead) who would it be? and why?

my mama. Because i miss her desperately.

If you want to play…

1. leave me a comment saying, “interview me.”
2. I will respond by emailing you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. you will update your blog with the answers to the questions.
4. you will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. when others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

And, i got another good hard whipping.  Whoo hooo!

Everything i asked for…

So i got what i asked for.  He started out with a paddling.  The first 20 licks were easy, a warm up.  The second 20 were hard.  i never squirmed though or even thought of squirming.  i was digging it.  When he stopped i was disappointed.

Until he crawled on the bed and slid down so that his dick was right in my mouth.  i mouthed him and slid my face over him until he was rock hard.  Then he slid his cock into my mouth.  i licked and sucked and tongued his length.  Kissing and smelling and reveling in the texture of his beautiful cock.

Soon enough he brought me up into the bed with him.  He kissed me deep.  He sucked my nipples and nibbled them.  His fingers were rough between my thighs.  Then i was laying on my side as he fucked my throat in long fast strokes.  His hand was in my hair pulling me closer as he buried his cock deep in my mouth.

When he tired of that he put me on my knees and drove his cock into me.  OUCH!  YUM!  i didn’t know if i should writhe in agony or rock my hips in ecstasy.  It didn’t matter, he rode me that way until he was ready to flip me onto my back.  Then i came.  Twice.  Then back on my knees until he came pounding me mercilessly drawing cries of true pain from me this time.

Then we lay together on the bed in a sweaty heap.  We cuddled a bit and finally he went and got in the tub.  i went to go clean the house and he told me not to, that he wasn’t done with me.  i sat on the bed and waited on him.

He told me to get him the black flogger.  He proceeded to give me fifty HARD strokes that soothed me in a way i can’t describe.

i feel better.  Did i mention how lucky i am?